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life
Friday, June 6, 2008 || 1:56 PM
if somebody told you that life IS a fairy tale, would you believe it? tell you what, i will never believe it. humans evolve through clamities, at least that was what i was taught. humans pray to god to ask for help, to save them from this calamity. but if humans themselves aren't willing to save themselves, how would god be able to help them? there was once i met a girl whom i saw praying very earnestly. i asked her what was she doing here instead of training for the upcoming ranking selection matches. she told me this, " but if i do that, i will get hurt. that's why i pray to god, so that he can protect me from getting hurt." i asked her for the reason why she wanted to join the 14 squads. she replied me in a very innocent manner, " cos it looks like fun!"
you know what, even though i know that she doesn't mean it i got seriously pissed off. if you said it is fun and you join us, do you know what would happen to you? do you, as a person who believes herself as carefree be able to go through everything, give up EVERYTHIng just to be in the 14 squads. people just leave you know.. so tell me, how can you say that it is fun?
if you die, not even god can save you. afterall , the abide by the 3 most prominent laws which govern them. humans often say that being a god is nice. then i ask all of those who believes so. ARE YOU SURE? humans are greedy, that is in their nature. regardless of how pure or how nice you are, this is the truth. once you get hold of something you've wanted, you will never ever want the same thing again, you might even THROW it away, no matter how much you seem to want it in the past. but the PAST is the PAST. should look forward, thats why some throw away whatever they had just to gain it. but then again, let me ask you. will you be glad?
if i were to ask you, what is genjutsu, what is reality. would you have been able to answer me. somebody asked me this. i blanked out.. i didn't know what to say.
so then let me ask you. should humans take control of their own lives, and life their own ways, and be the master of their own destinies, or to believe that god has everything planned out for you. please, all those who think this way understand one thing. gods are not your PLANNERS. the things they can do are like, tell you or help you when you're in danger. bcos every human baby who was born in this earth called their names when they were born. but as i said, humans are forgetful. even when you were born, you called their names, would you still be able to remember and call their names when you depart?
remember one thing, HUMANS ARE THE MASTER OF THEIR OWN LIVES. REGARDLESS OF WHAT EVER THAT HAPPENS IN THE FUTURE, OR IN THE PAST JUST SHOWS US ONE THING. you exist. depend on nobody but yourself. trust NOBODY, but yourself. hate nobody when things go wrong, but YOURSELF. you are the one who made the choices, so face up to the consequences. regardless of how poor, sick, rich anybody can be, this is life. face it.
understand it and take the next step to move on forward, and live on.
- give me a reason to stay.. give me a reason to live..
give me a reason to hold you near me
once the fog is cleared...everything will be gone..will you still believe
think back about the days when we were small..
and you smiled innocently pointing at the fog..
nothing was to be said.. just looking at the rainbow..will you still be there?
now that i often shout your name in my heart .. nothing is left there
now that you are in a place where I cannot reach you...
thankyou for being there-
lol. sound so emo. bUAHAHAHAHA.
-yume wa na ni?-
