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*NERDY MAMA!
Hey hey. My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is Nerdy Mama.
I wear a pair of RED-framed glasses, which i think i look good in. Hee... And I'm seen with a book wherever I go. I'm a geek who is living in my little world full of Elves, Pixie Dust and Tiny Shoemakers. My friends know me for the crazy biatch i am sometimes, but of course the typical me don't give a damn. I in love with the man, that is the complete opposite of me BUT nevertheless i believe we were made for each other, dun you think so?
-That's me (-_____-)
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    "I'm In LOVE with a Fairytale,take ME away Mr Prata Man”
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    TearDrops tapping on my Window to my HEART.
    Wednesday, June 4, 2008 || 12:28 AM

    Teardrops on my window plane... tears blurred my vision and at the same time wastes away my feelings left for something and someone. Today something sparked it and that was the last straw. I did something that was right and I am sure anyone will do the same thing as me.
    But how can something right feel so wrong? Why on earth am I feeling so misunderstood by someone so close to my heart? Someone who watches me as I grew up, took great care of me but yet the words from this special person cuts so deep into my heart? NO, i dun hate him or dislike him either. He is just being himself and that's the worse thing because he hurts you and doesn't even know. And even if he does, he will never ever admit his mistakes. Sound familar? Well.. it is very familar to me. Everyday to him i am someone who lives in a shadow. Yes we have some funny and enjoyable moments. But the painful memories outweighs the good in so many ways.
    He will never acknowledge me for who i am and wat i am. He will never see the true side of me. And neither will i ever want to show him. He have lost me. But i will never lose him. Because i will not let him off that easily, He will be my motivation, he will be the one who will set my standards in this stage of my life. I will have a chance to prove my worth and earn my keep. I will not let him get me down. I will not have to feel gulity for doing the things i love and treasure. He will not have that kind of control over me. I will have a chance to break free, but now is not the him yet. I still have to learn, understand and know the rules of this game.
    Today, instead of feeling happy for something i have done for myself. I feel lost and confused with my purpose and emotions. But i will be alright, i will find myself again. I have recovered from this type of incident countless times and yet i am still able to face him with a warm and cheerful attitude. Now i just got to remind myself and give myself a reason to stay until the time comes to throw all these away, just like wat i have always wanted.

    P.S: the HE i am refering to is not my bf... (just so you know)
    sorry guys for posting such a depressing issue. can't help it. (>.<)