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to YOU
Monday, June 30, 2008 || 9:54 PM
if life ever becomes unbearable, live it on. it doesn't matter how or who may suffer, it is an endless journey in seek of new hope. people always say, hope is the last thing you lose after losing everything, then let me tell you, that is absolutely not through. becos you are you. you are a human and not god. that is why i tell YOU. relax your self and everything will be find. think about what you want to do in the future, think about where you want to go, who you want to live with, where you want to go for holidays, who did you meet, what kind of people that you met up with, this will form your future. so my dear friend, if anything were to happen and you are unable to speak up from it, understand one thing. never ever lose faith in anything. may it be love, life or results. your life is never always that miserable. remember that there are others out there who fight their lifes out in secrect, just so that normal people can live a better life.
all that has form will dissappear one day, same for miseries. no matter what, even if the sky were to fall or even if the world wold turn against you, remeber that there are always others who actually look after you. there is no point bothering your self over a matter which you already know has many complications. even if you were to understand the whole situation by itself, will you be able to have the courage to carry on and help your family member with?
so my dear friend, take good care of your self. know what? there was someone said this to me when i was small.
in order to care for you, i will leave you.
in order to protect you, i am willing to die for you.
in order to ensure that you, will be able to live in a world free of sorrows, i am willing to save you.
that is becos, i love you.
so tell me, if you're not going to be strong enough to support her, then the more you shouldn't bother your self with all kinds of remedies to save her. bcos towards the end, if you're unable to help her, the one who feels the worst, will be you. not your family member, but YOU. the only thing you can do right now is to ensure that you will always be there for her whenever she needs a shoulder to cry upon, a ear to listen on, and a heart to show that you care.
i've already said enough, so the future now lies in your hands. seeking the gods for help will not do you any good. they will not be able to help you if you do not help your self. they have their own rules and they have already sweared upon, not to meddle in the lifes of humans. the only thing they can provide for you, is a ear for you to seek them for help, and clues along your journey to save you.
understand that, and believe you will grow up to be a fine person. jia you bah!
