Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
*NERDY MAMA!
Hey hey.
My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is Nerdy Mama.
I wear a pair of RED-framed glasses, which i think i look good in. Hee... And I'm seen with a book wherever I go.
I'm a geek who is living in my little world full of Elves, Pixie Dust and Tiny Shoemakers. My friends know me for the crazy biatch i am sometimes, but of course the typical me don't give a damn.
I in love with the man, that is the complete opposite of me BUT nevertheless i believe we were made for each other, dun you think so?
-That's me (-_____-)
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When to mac at Marina Square to study with Chef... Hahaha... Had a lot of fun even though these photos was taken a long time ago but this are the only photos that have my beautiful LONG hair... Cause the next day i went to cut my hair and i cut super short like shoulder length!! i dun want!!! but i dun have a choice lor!! cause my Father lah!! Say i must cut cause Singapore weather is so hot then i also have skin problem so i HAVE TO CUT IT!! ARgh... my beautiful long HAIR!
Old Photos in my Closet...
|| 5:00 PM
Was cleaning out my closet.... Closet meaning my Handphone Gallery file.. Found out some photos that are long time overdue.. Even though these photos are taken this year but to some people who read my blog it is damn long time ago... The first pic.. There from the left is Dory,Ji Tan, SI Jie, ME and Xiao Zhu!! These pics were taken on my school's sports day!! hahaha!! united sia!! all wear class tee... even though only a few are running!! The Third pic i am standing between Xiao Zhu and Si Jie, WA.. look like the twin tower and i am the brigde hor?
Tsk Tsk... i am that short man!! sad!! why can;t i grow taller?? God Why??
Wa... lalalala... Today super good F-E-E-L-I-N-G Arh!!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 || 9:54 PM
Hello people!! hahaha... today very happy.. in the morning i when to school drinking my Wheat Grass drink!! so the whole time in school damn high lah!! hahaha... Of course ma i am easily high on H2O!! Just give me something to laugh about and i am on my way! Muwahahaha... Anyway today when to see a movie called Prom Night. Wa... not very scary but the storyline is ok ok only lor!! BUT the interesting part is the process of watching the movie with my sisters...
Let me explain it to you, shall i? Ok, SO here how it goes. Chef was sitting on my Left side and Rubik on my Right side so of course i am in the middle... Before the movie starts i told everyone if you feel something grab you throughout the movie dun worry it is just me.. Having state that very clearly, we proceed in to the theatre. So as the movie started everything went fine, there was however people screaming for no reason and that seriously pissed Rubik off... Dun do that ladies and gentleman, it is really very irritating!! Then as i was saying, when we were in the 1/4 through the movie we enter the so called post climax part of the movie... SUDDENLY a hand grab my arm... Not freaking out cause i know that it is only Chef, i turned to my left and stared at her.. But being the "angel" she is, she still continue to "cling" on my arm... she keep mumbling to herself... FOR EXAMPLE... "No! Go back!", "Close the door! Faster!".. The most funny things is this sentence that POP out of her beautiful mouth, "Life is PRECIOUS" Oh my!! hahaha... i laugh like there is no tml man!! Dun you just love her!1 i do, very much though!! cause she is super duper funny in a very simple and innocent way!! OK enough of this talk!!
Next incident that brightens my day or should i say night is the call from my puppy(DA DA)!! He called me and said the nicest thing to me, that melts my heart and have me eating out of the palm of his hands!! Haahaha... silly me i know.. but isn't he a sweetheart? I mean come one it is not everyday your Bf or GF calls you and confess their love for you but when they do bath in the limelight baby! Dun need to feel shy or anything! YOU deserve it!
Lastly!! I love you too da da!! hahaha...
8 July 2008!!!
Monday, July 28, 2008 || 9:16 PM
Firstly i feel very bad about posting it so late since it is already 28 July. But i still feel that it is a need to do so lah!! TO give credit to my da da!! 8 July 2008 was our one year anniversary... hahaha always melt my heart when i say it! Wat i gave him was 100% tradition homemade chocolate... That Chef, Rubik and me made... Actually Chef direct me lah and Rubik took all the videos... i want to post it but it is too long i am sure not many of you want to see it anyway...
Anyway i gave him the Chocolates on that day itself... Then later my da da surprise me with a present... It is untouchable, no smell,can see and can hear.... GUESS wat? He played the piano for me to hear... But before that he said something sweet to me!! HAHAHA... not going to revel wat he say to me that is too PERSONAL already lah... But it was really very touching and really made me teared up!! BUT i DID"T let him know!! He flies very easily lah!! SO everyone wants to know the song that he played for me? Normally everybody will guess.. It is some love song right? Hahaha like that TOP 10 LOVE SONGS? But nope My Da Da is very special... He see things in a different light... He played ONE REPUBLIC FEATURING TIMBERLAND (TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE) Surpisingly i record the video of him playing the song.. even though it is not perfact but too me it is something that he do for me.. not buying expensive stuff for me to prove that this day is really very special for him. But by playing a song that he practise for quite some time... THANKS BABY!! i really loved it!!
Now it is time to view this Video for all to see!! Just hope that he does not scold me when he sees this!! MUCK da da...
DA DA!!
|| 5:59 PM
Hey da da... Guess you are still sleeping. cause yesterday you didn't have enough sleep... So how is your hair? Cut already arh!! hahaha... wonder how it look like? Give me a photo leh... then i can post on the blog and show everyone the BEFORE and AFTER effect... See got any difference a not? Hey actually today wanted to study my physic but caome home already 5.00 plus feeling very tried. Cause i just finish my maths SSP. We did a lot of questions.. I think around 5 Questions... i know in your heart you all must be thinking Chey so little only wat!! where got a lot!! But hor i tell you... it is very long de lor! do until my Brain Juice is experiencing a drought now!! Cannot think arh!! (@.@) Feeling sleepy.. Wanna go and sleep.. My tution teahcer teach me to sleep for 15 minutes only then wake. But i tried lah!! i really got try one hor!! but cannot leh... even when my alarm in my handphone go off hor, i still can sleep like a dead log one leh!! i am starting to get worried.. but sleeping like that and waking up at night to studying also can rite? If my teacher was here. he would say " But you got study at night anot?" Hais.. everytime he say something like that i will have to just shut my little golden mouth and listen... PLUs not forgetting to NOD my head...
Sorry lah.. but ren jia really want to sleep lah.. damn tired you know? hais... Rubik and Chef i wonder wat are they doing noe? Oh and DORY!! where are you? how come you so long never post anything liao? GOLDFISH!!! "Just keep swimming.. Just keep swimming..."
ChiHauHau OR Kitty???.... DaDa wat's your pick?
Sunday, July 27, 2008 || 1:58 PM
Well yesterday i when to Pet Safari with Rubik and Chef to check out the pricing for everything that is needed for a Cat... Cause i haven been taking care of dogs for quite a long time so i feel that maybe it is time to change... So suddenly the idea of taking care of a Cat came into my mind. some more yeaterday Rubik and Chef didn't have anything else to do. So i asked them to pei wo lo... Hahaha..
So i head down to pet safari to check out the price of the Cat... And to my horro i got to shock of my life... Actually i was happily taking down al the stuff required for the arrival of the Cat.. let me show you the list!!
5.Cat Can food(Fussie Cat fresh):$1.40 6.Water dispenser:$37.45
7.Trustie cat toy:$2.90
8.Vet Basis(Dental Treat Paste):$7.40
9.Cat Lover Cleaning and Grooming Powder:$9.10 10.Science Diet (Hairball Control or Oral Care):$23.00 [1.58KG] 11.Red Dingo(Cat Collar):$9.15
12.Cat Bed(Monarch):$91.29
13.Cat litter(sand):$8.42 14.Cat bag(Trustie fashion carrier):$55.50 15 and 16. Female cat and Male cat from SPCA cost $65 and $50 repectively...
Thus the total cost is $$$628.69....
Da da you think i should buy wat animal? i like Cat leh but Chihuahua also not bad leh... cannot buy so big dog lah... cause it is not cheap lor!! bleah... UNLESS DA DA buy for me lah? hahaha... da da i was thinking hor i should share with my mum... after Os i will be working ma so i can share half with my mother then i will go and buy a long hair Chihuahua.. the short hair Chihuahua eyes are hug men!! like GOLI... i then dun want!! scary sia you imagine in the middle of the night, you let your Chihuahua sleep beside you then you suddenly wake up from a nightmare then in front of you got another nightmare arh!! EYES SO BIG!!
Doggy Daycare.....
|| 1:23 PM
This is my da da.... FOrever young man!! you will never know how old he is!! I dare to bet with you!! hahaha... da da very good ok cause he help me to take care of my puppy!! Muckzzz.. SO lovable lor!! hee.. Thanks DA DA!
This is the introduction of my cute little puppies in my life... This dog here is called Rookie... It actually belongs to me but i had to move house so i gave it to my da da.. See he(BF) is such a cutie for accepting my dog.. He took great care of it... And i can see that Rookie is loving every minute of it with him... hahaha... mucks
This is a picture of one of my puppies.. Her beautiful name is called Ruby.. hahaha... She really an angel.. Adorable personality...
Now this is my handsome baby BOy!!! hahaha... CAlled Rascal.. Now ladies and gentleman i now that by now you all should have seem a certain pattern in all my three dogs.. They name all starts with the Letter R... hahaha...
|| 12:28 AM
Sorry guys so long never give anything for you all to see... hahaha.. This is very embaressing but i feel that it is something that i did with all my heart and soul even though not all of the chocolate survived but i managed to save something... And let me say this first that it is not as bad as it seems cause it is actually quite successful and NO ONE DIED IN THE MAKING FOR THE VIDEO!!
This video the main characters are : Chef ( The CHEF ... THE!! ) : Rubik ( camera woman) : Me ( the MAD lady laughing the most!)
|| 12:05 AM
Ta Da!! This is the jigsaw puzzle that I and Chef have done for Rubik's birthday. This puzzle was completed within 3 days.... And mind you this piece of puzzle is 1000 pieces leh!! Wat a great achievement! Of course not all i do one lah... Still got Chef and my 2 helpful and lovable maids.... Without them i think i would be able to finished it one time as i have to study for my prelims... SCARED.... Really hope that she will like it...
Today we lured Rubik out to vivo, the place near the harbour... Chef's bf was holding the cake and waiting for our signal to bring out the cake with the candles all lit up...hahaha..... Rubik's was very scare at first as i moved slowly towards her trying to
Rubik humbly accept thy cake... cover her eyes.. muwahahaha.... then as the cake was brought out she was so stunned as the guy who brought out the cake was Chef's bf.. she looked up and then saw the person who was holding the cake and immediately cover her face and said the word " PAISAY!!" very loudly... hahaha.. Last but never the least... (>.<)
"Happy Birthday Rubik DEAR!!!" "May all your wishes come true!!"
Gracie's Newsletter.....
Saturday, July 26, 2008 || 11:36 PM
Today when out at around 10.00am to head off to da da's house. Hahaha... So excited cause never see him for so long liao.. Some more i really missed him... Once i reached his house, da da was very happy to see me!! hug hug and muck muck... hee... so happy and excited at the same time... Then after meeting him, we when out to vivo city to have our early dinner.. at around 4.00 plus.. cause da da have to go for night shift liao so cannot pei me.. sob sob (T.T) But never mind at least da da got pei me for that little while.. hahah.. hey i know that from 10.00 to 4.00 os very long but miss him a lot ma. so time passes very fast one lah!!
Anyway we when to Terra and eat.. I ate Shepard's pie and drank Honey Lime Green Tea. while da da ate Red Eye Steak and drank iced mocha Vanilla. Hahaha... had great fun eating cause da da was very grumpy at the start cause " A hungry is a angry man!!" said da da.. so there was 2 expression from the start of the meal and the end of the meal.. The Shepard's pie is not good lor!! There's a funny taste to it... dunno whether is my mouth or the food cause da da liked it leh!! i think the potato is more then the beef that i order lor!! aiyo...
So after that i when to send da da off... sob sob... the bus arrive very fast leh.. so sad so fast got to leave him. then anyway i went to meet chef and her bf to prepare for Rubik's party.. not so much for a party but more of a small celebration for Rubik.. i went to Swiss bake and collected the cake...see....
Friends...
Friday, July 25, 2008 || 6:23 PM
Today i went to Rubik's house... hahaha really had a great time. Played scrabble and sucked badly at it. Aiyo so paisay lor... Cannot lah spelling got to improve lah!! Or else very shy lah!!
Oh yar yesterday and today very happy cause i got back my Chemistry and Physic and History teat papers leh!! hahah scored pretty good really proud of myself... Da Da you have to treat me hor!! never see you for many weeks liao then i can concentrate on my studies!1 see i got really concentrate hor!! Hee... can't wait for my meal to be served!! Tml is Rubik's party... very excited to give to cake to her... Find for very long leh!! erm... not very long lah but still got put in effort to find it ok!! anyway Chef dunno whether will be going anot? Cause last minute change timing... Actually can one, then suddenly change cause must see the Ferris wheel with her bf cause first time must go with him... hahaha... romantic arh.. like that also want to Qiang.. ok lah like wat cao cao will say " kan ni xiao xiao lah!" hahaha.... even though they are all older than me. hais.. wat can i do? So last minute change to go and watch PROM NIGHT!! ARH!!! scary show but just wat Rubik like it to be.. Never in my entire life have i ever see and gal who enjoy in paying to scare herself!! Tsk..Tsk Anyway still dunno where to go yet but will come out with a place one lah..
I will take pictures one!! so sorry so long never even show one stinking picture on my blog!! super duper sorry will change and take as many pictures as my cute camera can take thanks....
Thursday, July 24, 2008 || 7:21 PM
Today went out with Chef to vivo to shop around... nothing in particular... so just wandering around then SUDDENLY mini me.. had a serious craving and i mean a really big one for moi B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L Boneless Chicken Chop... MuWaHaHaHa...
Wat can i say man the chicken is really very nice.. there is mayo on it... hmmm yum yum... Somemore the chicken is very crispy on the outside and soft in the inside.... It really licking finger GOOOOD.... But then the more i eat then more i feel like my stomach is going to explode.... Bham... like that leh.. but still have to finish it cause cannot bring home. wait my aunt say " wa got so much money can go out and eat arh?" " ok lor next time dun give you so much money." NOOOOOOO!!!!! that cannot and will never happen to me... hahaha.. i know the way i say, can tell that i am a very money face person.. ($.$) BUT i am not that money face lah... casue i know that money cannot buy everything and will never be able to buy something that will last forever one. hahaha.. but money can tian bao my du zi!! MuWahahha... Am i right? So Chef and i were walking around at harbourfront centre and found a cake shop hahah!! just nice i wanted to buy a cake for Rubic but i was running low on cash this month then dunno whether where can find a cheap but nice and presentable cake!And lucky me i found it. I order it happily and will be able to collect it by Sunday. hahaha.. happy and satisfied with myself as if i have accomplished a major task but anyway hope tat Rubic will be happy with this.
Oh yup, the cake is a chocolate truffle with bitter dark chocolate and a little bit if rum just for the flavour. On that day then i will post the picture out ok? hahah... somemore Rubic love dark chocolate so just nice.. Hope Rubic will like, what chef and me had done... Shit arh.. i think the chicken is getting back at me... my head hurts... eat too much...
oh yar just around 4.00 i called da da and talked to him!! yeah man we are ok! actually no big deal one lah but it we think too much lah! hahaha... thank god both of us dun like to argue so everything especially arguments ends on that day or max 1 day only.. then we forget about it and move on!! hahaha luckily we both dun like to bear grudge hee... hahaha... my silly puppy.. on Saturday can see you liao leh... before you go to work at around 5.00 plus bao bao come and pei you.. then later go to Rubic's party.. muck muck.. take care da da see you on Saturday.. can't wait!!
I am very sorry!!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 || 11:22 AM
i am very sorry... i didn't mean to made you feel hurt or anything. i feel very sad and i know that i am also in the wrong.. but i realise that it is not all me. i am not putting the blame on anyone casue i know that in a relationship both party is always in the wrong.. nobody in a relationship is right. i juat hope that you understand that i did not doubt you or acuse you of anything. i was very hurt when you say something about lossing the basic of trust. i did not do anything to make you loss this basis of trust... i am confuse and scare!!
Da Da are you ok? You dun want Bao Bao already arh?
I love you leh!! and when you say that i worried too much, it is not like you are suffering from a fatal illness like that. i was very hurt.... it hurts baby... I love you baby AND I WANT THIS TO LAST AS LONG AS POSSIBLE.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 || 10:22 PM
Hey,after the Os i want to find a job. So anybody who knows one please feel free to tagged me. Or those who know me personally please CALL me arh!! I was thinking of working in the pet farm or pet safari.... You think they will QING WO MA? hahaha i dunno leh.. all i know is that if i want to change all my furniture in my room and buy all those paints, i have to earn enough money to be able to purchase these items... So yup!! Anybody who knows a good job TELL ME ok? thanks....
This is for my da da... DA DA after DEC 12 must start to learn hor!! then it will be much easlier for us to go out together liao.. Dun worry i will try to pay half one lah... hee.. I love you.. miss you lots leh... See you on saturday, you come pick me at bugis ok? then go out to have dinner!! Be my ATM for one day lah ok?
MUCKZZ... next year let's work hard together... get wat we want in life ok!! DA DA have great ambition!! " I'll stand by you! I'll stand by you. Don't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you...." That's WAT I PROMISE YOU!! (cross my heart and hope to live!! hee... )
All in all... lets all jia you ba.. we have to believe in ourselves in order to make others believe in us. So everybody who is studying in 5N1 at Z******* Secondary School. Let's make history through trainers!! Get single digit, whole class stand on the stage with our head held high!
|| 7:07 PM
Dear diary, i am very happy and excited as right after the big Os i am able to have my very own room. And also able to redecorate it to suit my needs and to complete the perfect room in my heart.
I know that i am not auppose to think about these tyoes of things right now, but this is the only thing can help me de-stress. hahahaha(>.<) I want to buy a circular bed, a red arm chair that looks like an egg that you have install it to your ceiling. I want to have a dressing table that is build on ground level. I want to buy 2 cats a boy and a gal. Of course from the SPCA. Save the animals GUYS!! hee... I am also going to paint my room..... ermpaisay colour not confirm yet, cause my Dajie which is my fengshui master say red is not good, purple is also not good lah... then only left with beige and light brown. Argh... so sad cannot paint red... i want scarlet red lah... aiyo!!
But before i start all these, i first got to go to IKEA and see here and see there... check out the latest design and the function ability and whether it is lasting. Oh yar, my er jie which is my budget manager will also be following me, telling me which price is reasonable and which is not.. hahaha... see i am so much trouble. heeereally give it up to my BF!! banzai banzai...
so after my Os me, dajie, er jie and peishan will be following me to IKEAhahah... here i come!!!
Pls. hope i have the money man.... as they say " money money money it's a rich man world!"
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 || 7:17 PM
I am very happy...Because i have manage to clear the air from my frendship. I realise that i have these friends who are able to understdn me in times of need and is able to respond to me and give me their point if views. " Only Friends Tell You That Your Face Is Dirty" quite true, don't you think?
I am happy to have frenz that are able to help me and not leave me alone to my own devices. I will change ok? Hahaha... I am not perfect but i know wat is needed to be done inthis friendship... JIA YOU!!!
Saturday, July 12, 2008 || 7:54 PM
Shit lah. My father always start to grumble about my mother during dinner. Dun he ever get tried of doing so? Never mind all i have to do is tolerate till after my Os then i wil be able to finally get away from this kind of lifestyle.
i always have to watch wat i say towards him. Always cautious around him hoping that my actions or my words will not make him flare up again. I an so sick of being this way. i am not able to voice out my point of views towards him. Scare of getting scolded my him.
Always looking down on me thinking that i cannot do anything great in my life. Never once say something encouraging to me. Not once did i hear him say good when i show him my results. He will just keep harping my my weakness... HE dun see anyone but himself and my sisters. Well... after my Os he will lose me and i am not going back.
Even though the life may be difficult and i may have to work to help my mother, but at least i will be happy being who i am and not someone hope i will be. I dun regret my decision because i have my mother with me. we will make things right. Yeah man!! God hope you wull bless me and my mother in the years to come and give us the strength to carry on. Ahem.. (^.^)
Bored...
|| 5:13 PM
so sian.. now doing my english comprehension.. slacking away.. Nothing much to do leh... Yea everybody will say study lah.. But not easy leh.. No mood is No mood hor. So now i am resting. Halfway study, Halfway listening listening to music on youtube, Halfway study again then Halfway doing something on my blog.
DAMN it man.. so sian lor.. there is no one who is able to go out and study with me. i am all left alone. My er jie is going out with her BF. My da jie is forever packing her stuff, preparing to move house. aiyo she have a lot of stuffs lah, that's all i can say. Then i ask Ao Sheng but he going prawnning with his frens... Wanted to ask my mother to go out with me to watch a movie but i have totally no money which by the way sucks like hell.. Can't see my Bf casue he is now 100% sleeping like a PIG.And also i told him that i cannot see him until my Prelims is over. Oh man i wish i could take that back lor.
This sucks not being able to see him. But i know it is for my own good!! i got to choing all the way. To socre well for my Prelims. hais... there is till 6 more weeks ti go to my Prelims. That means not seeing him for almost one mth plus leh. Holy cow how am i able to "Tar Han". Nope i got to think about my life after Os hahaha.... i can go out leh.. go shopping and coming home late.. Wellnot that later lah. but at least i can have my freedom BACk!!! I feel good.... ( oh man that dun sound right.) Erm... i feel happy lah..
Mean while i got to slog my GUTS out fot my STUDIES and FUTURE. But after that TAIWAN LOOK OUY HERE I COME. So happy can go with my sisters hee... Er jie is so excited lah. Yesterday i say we must go there to buy a lot of CLothes Shoes and SKIRTs.. SHE started say YEA YEA YEA to every single statement i say. WOW... she is super doper excited lah. hahaha... well hope we all do wel in our studies.. JIA YOU!!!
Poem for my SWEET.... Muckz..
|| 5:08 PM
Never say I love you, If you dun really care. Never talk about feelings, If they aren't really there. Never hold my hands, If you are going to break my heart. Never say you are going to, If you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes, If all you do is lie. Never say HI, If you really mean GOODBYE. If you really mean forever, Then say you will try. NEVER say FOREVER... cuz FOREVER makes me cry.
=)
Friday, July 11, 2008 || 10:25 PM
think, see and act for yourself. the person that understand and knows the most, is the person who thinks, see and acts appropriately to all kinds of cercumstances. understand your situation and make the correct decisions. not harming yourself, your loved ones and most importantly the person concerned is important. however, remember that you are the one who has to make the decision so think it through.
puppettering is a thing in which humans takes charge in. puppettering is also a job in which you other stand ones heart, mind, body and soul. if the decision lies in you, make a decision that you think would best suit you. after that, do not ever EVER regret.. your decision.
Thanks My Friend....
|| 9:29 PM
Hey seow ying, thanks for everything you have said on the blog i felt much better now thanks.. There is so much things going on in my life right now. After the Os i will have to make a decision that will apparently change my life. I have to make sure i hurt no one, even though i have to hurt one of them i rather i ma the one to get hurt. Yes, it sounds very "self-inflict" but it is the truth rite? You tried your best to protect someone but in the end you realise that you are the one being protected and that someone have been hurted for a long time. I know that i can do it. I can do something for her. I have so much to give but yet no one in the family gives me a chance to do it. Throughout these years i have learnt that the one who remains in slience is the one who see the most and the most clear in every situation. I know that this will happen, it is only a matter of time. But i cannot imagine life without them, even though they dun really acknowledge me. I have embedded their existance in my everyday life. Now the only thiing is getting them out of there. It can never be an easy thing to do but i have to and i will. For the sake of her, i know i have to and must. Life is really very uncertain. everything that happens in my life i will never regret it casue i know and understand that when it happens it happens. There is nothing you can do the stop it but you can make use of what you have and make things better. That's is what i an going to do, i am going to set things right once and for all. Da da if you are really there for me, plase be there every step of the way cause i know i may fall and cry but i still need you to SLAP some sense into me. MUCKZ... (>.<)
This is the introduction of my cute little puppies in my life...
This is a picture of one of my puppies.. Her beautiful name is called Ruby.. hahaha... She really an angel.. Adorable personality... 
hahaha... 
puzzle is 1000 pieces leh!! Wat a great achievement! Of course not all i do one lah... Still got Chef and my 2 helpful and lovable maids.... Without them i think i would be able to finished it one time as i have to study for my prelims... SCARED.... Really hope that she will like it... 
Rubik humbly accept thy cake...
