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"I'm In LOVE with a Fairytale,take ME away Mr Prata Man”

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEF!!!!!!
yesterday we ( Rubik, Chef and me) went to wild wild wet.. hahahaa... sad leh. on the way it was raining. we were all hoping that the rain could stop in time for us to play ... sadly it did not lah!! But we still went in anyway cause the rain was going to stop soon. we had a lot of fun lah!! hahaha.. i am so sorry i was like a baby there... i couldn't swim as i didn't swim for about 6 years already but i got my 2 personal bodyguard plus lifeguard. Rubik and Chef!!! even though it was Chef's birthday party she had to take care of me.. sob sob... sorry ER JIE!!

Oh YAr... I want to complain... we went to the kiddy slide.. cause DA jie (Rubik) wanted to so we went. i side first as the 2 of them dun want to go first so i did!! i always knew going first was a stupid idea. however i still went first. and as i was silding i got Stuck!! HEY I SAY FIRST HOR.. THAT WAS A KIDDY SILDE SO NATURALLY I AM TOO BIG... NOT FATT.... MIND YOU!!! so as i was saying i got stuck and then i tried to navigate my way down. SUDDENLY Rubik and Chef shouted to me " HEY! THERE'S A GAL COMING DOWN BEHIND YOU." i GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE.. i WAS LIKE WAT THE HELL!! SINGAPOREAN ARE REALLY IMPATIENT EVEN THEIR KIDS ARE TOO... WAT THE.... SO I STOOD UP AND RAN DOWN THE FREAKING SLIDE... AND AT THE END OF THE SILDE THERE WAS A STEP I LOSE MY BALANCE AND FELL ON ALL FOUR LIMDS, LEGS, HANDS WAT EVER YOU WANNA CALL IT... AND FOR GOD SAKE THE STUPID FLOOR WAS SO ROUGH LAH... LIKE THE ROAD LIKE THAT. MY KNEE WAS LIKE GLIDING ON IT LAH!! DAMN PAIN LEH!!!!! WA WA WA.... THE MOST IRRITATING IS THAT THE GAL BEHIND ME ACTUALLY SAID "WHEEEE....." OH MAN WAS THE FUN, LITTLE GAL?!!!!!!

AFTER THE WWW WE WENT TO MARINA SQUARE TO EAT DINNER. BUT BEFORE THAT WE ASKED CHEF TO WAIT OUTSIDE TOPSHOP FOR AWHILE WHILE ME AND RUBIK WHEN TO GET THE CAKE. THEN WE WENT TO YAKI YUKI TO PLACE OUR RESERVATIONS AND TO PLACE THE CAKE. OH YUP BY THE WAY THE CAKE WAS FROM GELARE. IT IS AN ICE CREAM SPONGE OREO VANILLA CAKE. HAHAHA... FORGET TO TAKE PICTURE OF THE CAKE NOT BAD THOUGH.... WE WENT TO YAKI YUKI I GOT TAKE PICTURES... NOT MANY THOUGH CAUSE VERY SERIOUS AT FINISHING THE FOOD CAUSE CANNOT WASTE FOOD!!!
RUBIKS SCARY SCARY FACE AND SMILE!!! THIS IS THE FRIST TIME SHE SIMLE FOR THE CAMERA AND THIS IS WAT I GET!! =.= SAD SIA.. BUT WE HAD LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN... NEXT TIME WHEN WE GO TO NEW YORK NEW YORK WE WIL TAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF PHOTOS CAUSE NEW YORK NEW YORK WILL BE THE PLACE TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY!!! HAHAHA... SEE YOU!!!!

Recently i have made my blog private, i believe many people have notice. That is because of my father.. He seems to have known that i have a bf. it could be my sisters how have told him. Even though I had never breathe a word to any of my family members. I wonder how he got hold of that information?

I have been feeling stress lately, i dunno why but it is as if i have been under going a lot of stress. I feel as though i couldn't breathe anymore.. Having to deal with a father who always trying to make things difficult for you.. I feel as though i cannot take it any longer.. i will breakdown and scream at the top of my voice at him and my aunt and tell them to stop trying get into my head all day long... yes i am his daughter and her niece but that doesn't give them the sole right to GOVERN my life!1 i have my own point if views in life and it is my life after all.. i have a right to say what i want for myself... I love them this is 100% true but they got to stop hovering above me. they got to let me be let me fall so i know how to pick myself up... They dun even know the real me!! How i am in front of my friends and towards my mother, my one and only BFF... ( Of course Chef and Rubik too!1) But the main points is they dun know me and live in a bubble that can never be broken... When ever i try to tell them them just go back into that freaking bubble!!

OK guys here is the big 411!! My parents is getting DIVORCE... and the mad ting is i an happy about it. Cause i know that this thing is going to happen many years ago.. it is just that my father refuse to admit it... i am happy because i dun have to answer to 3 people any more... some more 2 out if the 3 dun even know me... dun even understand me. i am fucking sick of having to walk out and come home from the back door of my house.. i have to be like a thief when i come back to my VERY OWN HOME!! how AMAZING IS THAT!! i dun have to lie to my aunt where i am going after my school break... i dun have to feel guilty for watching a movie with my bf and just being me, enjoying myself. i could just tell my mother and explain to her that i need some time off and she will understand me without making me feel irresponsible for not studying just for a little while.

After my mother and me moved out of that house i dun have to be careful of wat to say and wat to do... i can bring my da da home without being scolded for being immature for having a bf at this age...

My father doesn't know that when my exams are near i will not see my bf until is it over. he doesn't know that but yet he tells me that all i think is about love and that having a bf will make me do somethings that will make me feel sorry for myself. MOST OF ALL, HE SAID THAT I DUNNO WAT IS LOVE!! HAHAHAHA.... HOW FUNNY IS THAT.. i dunno wat is love? then wat does he know about love? He being married for 20 freaking years but ended up in a divorce, is that freaking L-0-V-E to him? i doubt so.

I am sorry for saying this but i dun feel sad for my father. even though i love him that is because i seen someone i love hurt another person who is very important in my life. and yet dun feel ashamed for doing it, thinking that he is right. Well sorry pal.... i have no pity left for you....

grace i know it sounds wierd and stuff but.. i guess i will just tell you this ok?

this is your life, you can live the way you want it and let nobody's opinion affect you. regardless of whatever that happens along the way in life, remember that during your schooling years in zhonghua there was an idoit plus your bestfriends who actually cares about you, even if they do not show it. my dear girl, your father loves you, i know that you know that, but sometimes it is just difficult for him to say it out. however, believe in yourself, that whatever decision that you've made, you're still yourself..

i don't really talk to you in school now adays cos i duno what to say.. and i hav been acting like an idoit.. i know that. i will admit to you that my life is not as complete or smooth sailing either. but i want you to know that, no matter whatever decision you make, i will support you. even if the world were to say that you suck, i still believe that you're the BEST and that you rock. i'm not that good with words.. so ermx.. =_=

jiayou bah..

-friends forever-

Yesterday my mother said it... the issue is all said and one... My father will find a lawyer to take care of everything... Even though i am prepared for it happen cause my mother told me a long time ago. But i can't help it.. i still feel like crying and i did. cause my sister cried also... I know that my mother will feel happy after this as she is able to live the life that she wanted.. even though it is not the best life she wanted and crave for but at least it is so much better than she present life here. i know who she feel and sometimes i feel the same way!! not hat my father dun treat me well, he loves me and i know that... come on man i am a girl after all i can feel those things!!

But Wat i am scare is that my family members will give me the cold shoulders... not care about me cause i choose to side with my mother!! i am dun like this feeling being like an outcast from my family members... We are suppose to be a family... we should not be like that!! i dun like it... i love my family but sometimes there are changes and sometimes these changes are for the better.... my mother will be happier and my father dun have to argue with my mother already... I am happy that they are going to settle this in a peaceful way and no hard feelings...

God... after this all over i really hope that everything would be better than it already is... i really hope so...

something my father said to me that really pierce my heart. That is.."you follow your mother! she will not take care of you, you will mix with bad company and something will happen to you." How could he say that to me!! my very own father dun even know me!! Wat kind of gal did he think i am?
i have my limits and my mother taught me well.. even if they dun see it.. my mother provide me with the emotional support tat i need from this family.. while he provide me with the materialistic things in my life.. i never say that i am not grateful.. i am really am.. i love my father... i hurts me to heard that my father actually agreed to the separation so calmly.. my father is a man full of pride it takes a lot from him to admit that this marriage is going nowhere... i love him.. i dun want to see anyone of them get hurt.. but this concerns my future and my happiness.. i will choose who i think is the best for me...

All i hope is that my sisters dun hate me and my mother for our choices.. but i know that sometimes you cannot expect everyone to love you of like you... Just remember that you are not alone and that there are still many people put there loving you!!
HAHAHA like my Da da... i love you thanks for being a listener for me and hear me whine... i love you lots!! muckz...



hello people.. i am DEFINITELY not dory.. =_= if i'm dory... then gracy is fishball! x_x

anyway, today is HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL! WOAHH.. got ghost ar.. whatever. =_=

walked back from from school yesterday, only to find paper money etc and JOSS STICKs lying all about the road side. arlo.. people... you know the old sayings that one shouldn't step over those offerings? you lay them all around, how am i suppose to walk! wierdos.. oh well.. don't critisize other people.. cos me ma do the same thing.

finished amath homework.. left with chem.. think do tonite bah. =0
buai.