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*NERDY MAMA!
Hey hey. My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is Nerdy Mama.
I wear a pair of RED-framed glasses, which i think i look good in. Hee... And I'm seen with a book wherever I go. I'm a geek who is living in my little world full of Elves, Pixie Dust and Tiny Shoemakers. My friends know me for the crazy biatch i am sometimes, but of course the typical me don't give a damn. I in love with the man, that is the complete opposite of me BUT nevertheless i believe we were made for each other, dun you think so?
-That's me (-_____-)
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    Stress.....
    Sunday, August 10, 2008 || 6:33 PM

    Recently i have made my blog private, i believe many people have notice. That is because of my father.. He seems to have known that i have a bf. it could be my sisters how have told him. Even though I had never breathe a word to any of my family members. I wonder how he got hold of that information?

    I have been feeling stress lately, i dunno why but it is as if i have been under going a lot of stress. I feel as though i couldn't breathe anymore.. Having to deal with a father who always trying to make things difficult for you.. I feel as though i cannot take it any longer.. i will breakdown and scream at the top of my voice at him and my aunt and tell them to stop trying get into my head all day long... yes i am his daughter and her niece but that doesn't give them the sole right to GOVERN my life!1 i have my own point if views in life and it is my life after all.. i have a right to say what i want for myself... I love them this is 100% true but they got to stop hovering above me. they got to let me be let me fall so i know how to pick myself up... They dun even know the real me!! How i am in front of my friends and towards my mother, my one and only BFF... ( Of course Chef and Rubik too!1) But the main points is they dun know me and live in a bubble that can never be broken... When ever i try to tell them them just go back into that freaking bubble!!

    OK guys here is the big 411!! My parents is getting DIVORCE... and the mad ting is i an happy about it. Cause i know that this thing is going to happen many years ago.. it is just that my father refuse to admit it... i am happy because i dun have to answer to 3 people any more... some more 2 out if the 3 dun even know me... dun even understand me. i am fucking sick of having to walk out and come home from the back door of my house.. i have to be like a thief when i come back to my VERY OWN HOME!! how AMAZING IS THAT!! i dun have to lie to my aunt where i am going after my school break... i dun have to feel guilty for watching a movie with my bf and just being me, enjoying myself. i could just tell my mother and explain to her that i need some time off and she will understand me without making me feel irresponsible for not studying just for a little while.

    After my mother and me moved out of that house i dun have to be careful of wat to say and wat to do... i can bring my da da home without being scolded for being immature for having a bf at this age...

    My father doesn't know that when my exams are near i will not see my bf until is it over. he doesn't know that but yet he tells me that all i think is about love and that having a bf will make me do somethings that will make me feel sorry for myself. MOST OF ALL, HE SAID THAT I DUNNO WAT IS LOVE!! HAHAHAHA.... HOW FUNNY IS THAT.. i dunno wat is love? then wat does he know about love? He being married for 20 freaking years but ended up in a divorce, is that freaking L-0-V-E to him? i doubt so.

    I am sorry for saying this but i dun feel sad for my father. even though i love him that is because i seen someone i love hurt another person who is very important in my life. and yet dun feel ashamed for doing it, thinking that he is right. Well sorry pal.... i have no pity left for you....