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PSYCHOLOGY....... where are you... 9 points!!!!
Thursday, September 11, 2008 || 9:53 PM
Recently i am very interested in Psychology... I want to be a psychiatrist..
Because of my family background and wat i when through, i feel that i can understand these people well and i know where to start, i know how to reach out a hand to these people. I want to be the one to tell that person that even though many things have happened in your life but that doesn't mean that you dun have a life to yourself anymore. I want to tell them that they still deserved to take everything that life as to offer. That their past does not determine their future. Someone reached out to me and helped me through the worst period of my life. And that changed me alot. I want to do that to other people who are much worst than me.
I know that by seeing and knowing their problems, it may affect me and how i view life. Maybe it will scare me to know the dark side of a human being and the extend it will go to get wat it want. But i believe i will not forget the reason why i want this job in the first place. I will always remember why i want this. Because i want to make a difference in someone else's life. i want to be able to touch them and tell them that they are not alone even though the whole world dun see them but i do. And that they are no different from any of us. Just that they started with a wrong step than the others.
I know that there are cases where a gal is being raped by their family members or strangers, and these girls cannot stand the pain and the though of it that they decided to end their life. I am aware that every life that is being introduced to the world have its own way to live. But not this, never this. Ending your own life is a pain no one should never have to go through. I want to change that, even though i cannot save everybody but i believe i can make a difference.
People who come to me in the future will be the ones who experience pain that is so unbearable and hard to handle. But after seeing me, going through many hurdles with me and hope that they will be stronger than before.
Cause i know that pain is a terrible things to experience but pain is what that makes us grow and mature. Through pain comes strength to fight for yourself and wat you believe in.
I lost most of my childhood going through some things a kid should never have to take or handle. But me being naive and who i was, accepted it and made it a part of my life. Now i know that there are some things a kid should never have to take from their parents, no matter how you love them but if they are hurting you not physically but emotionally, you should voice wat you really want. Because if you really take in all in and live in it, you are no longer a kid any more.
Because you think differently from your peers, you see things in a different light. No, that does not make you cleverer than your friends but it rob you of your expressions. You think too much and see too much but no one to tell or confine to. That was my childhood. And i am very open towards it, to telling someone about it. Because i feel no shame about it. Everybody grow up in a different environment, mine just happened to be an unpleasant one. Because of my mother who reached out to me and helped me. I am no longer afraid to seek help when i am in trouble.
THAT IS WAT I WANT TO GIVE TO OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE SAME OR SIMILAR PROBLEMS AS ME. I WANT TO GIVE THEM COURAGE AND STRENGTH TO LIVE THEIR LIVES AND BELIEVE IN THEMSELVES. I WANT TO SHOW THEM THAT WHERE THEY COME FROM OR WAT HAPPENED IN THE PASS IS SOMETHING THEY SHOULD NEVER BE ASHAMED OF. BECAUSE IT IS NEVER HOW YOU START, IT IS HOW YOU END. AND AT THE END OF THE DAY THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS. AHEM..... HEE...
