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The Scars in my life....
Friday, February 19, 2010 || 8:28 PM
Today my father is bringing me to see a doctor to try and remove the scars on my back. I had a lot of problem with my skin when i was young, it all started when i went to Beijing with my mother and my aunt with my relatives. My mother was sop afraid that i would catch a cold because i was only 6 years old. Thus even though we are in the hotel room where there is a heater but she was still worried about me. So she wrapped me up with a wool sweater and put me to sleep. Me being young and afraid of talking back to my mother, i felt hot but i still wore it to sleep. On the next few days my skin became worse than it was in Singapore. (In Singapore i had rashes) My skin was getting worse and worse, i begin to scratch every time i felt itchy. And thus explain all the scars on my back.
During Chinese New Year, many of my relatives kept asking me to go and see a doctor to remove my scars, after all i am a girl and i shouldn't have a back full of scars. But i personally feel that there is totally no need for that. I am able to live with it for so many years already. And i already have a Boyfriend. Removing the scar is optional to me i think. If my bf dun love me because of my skin, ( you know the template for a women is to have long hair, sexy figure, lush lips, heart shaped face and beautiful flawless SKIN)
well if he dun love me because of that well he can Go and DIE lah Seriously!!
Anyway i am going to see the doctor to see if he can do anything to make my family happy. hee.. or feel better about my illness. So i will post later, see whether the medicine really works.. then i will introduce!! see ya!!
GAMBLING DEN!!!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 || 2:03 PM
On the third day, my family and relatives have transfrom every single house we step foot in into an gambling den!! I can officially say that we have become addicts man!! We dun stop!! Every since we have started on the first day at myfather's house. Day after day... Round 2 Round 3 and Round 4!!!
I really think that Singapore Ecomony is really that bad that we have to be like blood suckers and try toearn as much money as possible during the 3 days of Chines New Year. Yesterday i was completely sucked dry by my cousins!!! I lost my startinf capital!! Sob!! Well I will continue trying to get everything back and double it!!!
Black Jacks Here i COME!!!!
A Rough Edge..
Friday, February 12, 2010 || 3:43 PM
Dear God,
Thank you for giving me a wonderful family, even though it is already separated and have done its separate ways. I am still very grateful for everything. Recently, i think God, you have really answered my prayers for making him realize that he have to wake up and start studying hard and get his head in the game. So now he is really working really hard and trying his best, i believe that you gave him a wake up call. but this change was so sudden and i think i was caught off guard pretty bad. He became very driven and determine all of a sudden, his funny nature is almost all gone. Having the thought of his exams coming nearer and nearer each day must have scared him pretty bad.
All of a sudden, i felt that i couldn't reach him. He seems so far away from me. Our phone conversation became very brief and short. Both of us sound very dead on the other end of the line. I know that he was under a lot of stress and pressure from this school and family too. I just hope that he could talk to me about it like we used to. Yes, even if he would have told me, i wasn't able to do anything ti hep him. But i would still be able to reach out to him and if anything happens at least i will know and i can deal with it.
For now i am just going to be there for him and support him if he needs someone around.
I am very happy that he is starting to buck up and really wanting to learn. I dun want him to feel alone and that he doesn't have anybody to talk to when he is feeling down.
Dear God, please let me be there from him always and help him whenever he needs it.
