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Friday, April 23, 2010 || 12:16 AM
Oh my gosh!!! My blog is really officially dead.. I haven post anything like forever!! Anyway there were many changes in my life since I last post something.. I Broke up with my BF.. After 2 years and 4 months i decided I didn't want to have to be having to accommodate to everything he needs... Dun get me wrong he is a good BF, but maybe I dun get the security and the maturity from him. And those 2 things is something that i have been trying to get out of him for the past 2 years plus...
Furthermore, after the break up I realize that I move on very fast... In an exceeding pace, I found someone that I like and which is able to give me security and the maturity level that I have always wanted.. I am able to tell him my problems and he is able to give me sound and logical reasons and advice.. I dun have to feel like an adult, just like how I feel when I am around Benji.. I feel that I am at the same level as him.. He is someone I can communicate.. But i know that I have to wait for a few more months because I just got out of a relationship.. So now we are both waiting ba...
Speaking of Benji and moving on, I am very worried about him. I am scare that he is not able to move on and let go of it. Of course i dun expect him to let go of something like that so fast but at least try to move on. He still calls me and sms me on a daily basis, and tells me that he misses me and want me to come back to him. Every time when he sends me these, I always feel like everything is too late, why didn't you tell me when i was right beside you, helping you through almost everything in your life. Why every time when i see you online and i try to talk to you online, you will just give me a half hearted answer and say that you are busy and then go offline straight away. But now when I am gone, you appear online almost all of the time.. And even have to pay for it when going online via mobile phone. WHY? Dun you feel that everything is too late? I still love you and I miss you of course, but that's all in the name of friendship. I dun have the BF feeling from you anymore.. I am sorry to have to say that.. But I will be here and when you have move on.. We will go out and have fun.. With smiles on our faces.. =)
