Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
*NERDY MAMA!
Hey hey.
My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is Nerdy Mama.
I wear a pair of RED-framed glasses, which i think i look good in. Hee... And I'm seen with a book wherever I go.
I'm a geek who is living in my little world full of Elves, Pixie Dust and Tiny Shoemakers. My friends know me for the crazy biatch i am sometimes, but of course the typical me don't give a damn.
I in love with the man, that is the complete opposite of me BUT nevertheless i believe we were made for each other, dun you think so?
-That's me (-_____-)
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Once upon a time there was a girl In her early years she had to learn How to grow up living in a war that she called home Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my roomHoping it would be over soon
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday And I'm OK
I often wonder why I carry all this guilt When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built Shadows stir at night through a crack in the doorThe echo of a broken child screaming "please no more" Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done To you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday It's not so easy to forget All the lines you left along her neck When I was thrown against cold stairs And every day I'm afraid to come home In fear of what I might see there
Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday And I'm OK I'm OK
Dear Daddy, if you are here to read this. This was how i felt, all these years, but i tell myself that i will move on and still reach out and hold on to your hand. Cause despite all the hurt i have been through with my mother , all the tears i have shed, all the pain i have experience throughout these 16 years, i still want you.
----Cause after all that I STILL LOVE YOU----
I still want you to be there when i graduate.
I want you to be there, hearing me telling you that i have pass my driving lesson.
I still want you to sit in my car and yell at me for not driving properly.
I still want you to be there on my 21st birthday.
I still want you to be there when i introduce to you the man of my dreams, someone that will be protecting and taking of me in your place.
I still want you to walk me down the aisle.
I still want to see that kind smile one your face when you have become a grandfather and all the interesting things you will pass on to your grandchildren.
I still want to see how you open all the presents on your 100th birthday.
I just want you to be the father you are, caring, concern, loving, funny. quick witted, ever supportive, ever protective, ever mine.
No matter what happen, No matter how far or near i am.
