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*NERDY MAMA!
Hey hey. My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is Nerdy Mama.
I wear a pair of RED-framed glasses, which i think i look good in. Hee... And I'm seen with a book wherever I go. I'm a geek who is living in my little world full of Elves, Pixie Dust and Tiny Shoemakers. My friends know me for the crazy biatch i am sometimes, but of course the typical me don't give a damn. I in love with the man, that is the complete opposite of me BUT nevertheless i believe we were made for each other, dun you think so?
-That's me (-_____-)
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    "I'm In LOVE with a Fairytale,take ME away Mr Prata Man”
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    Home.....
    Saturday, August 7, 2010 || 12:17 AM


    I can't find It
    the place where i belong.
    It is as though it has gone ahead without me,
    have i lost the warmth?
    I dunno...
    All i know is that i found the home in someone else,
    who is not even part of my family.
    But nevertheless, i found it...

    I can't leave you now.
    You say ' you dunno how long we will last.'
    Ans so do I, I am not going to let go and just give up or let fate decide everything.
    I love you... Even though i say it almost every time i see you.
    It is because i afraid that you do not feel the same way.
    So every time when you say it back, I feel as though a rock has been thrown off my shoulders..

    When you say. you are going to leave this country and go to some where far
    and that i could join you later.
    My heart dies a little in me.
    Because i cannot see myself living without you.
    You dun understand how much you have become a part of my life.
    I was like a house, old and broken, all torn up inside with no one i could trust.
    You came around, even though there was some confusion along the way.
    But you still came after all. and it was as though there is was a roof built on top of me.
    And i was no longer exposed to the wind and the rain, I was taken away from all these.
    And found a little piece of heaven in this world.

    Living with you these past few days, only makes me realize how much i dun want to go or let go of anything that we share.
    All the more, I want to protect it and give it my all.

    So please dun say you will go.
    Please dun say you dunno whether we will be together til the day you can and will leave this country.

    Cause i dun want to be left alone.
    Cause i dun want to be leave you.
    Cause i need you like a heart needs a beat.
    Cause despite all that, i am not just made of flesh and bone and i cannot live and die on earth alone.

    I am made up the love i feel from the people i love.
    I am made up of the dreams i have for us and myself,
    I am made up of the courage you and my sisters give me,

    I am made up of the heart that beats for you when your lips graze mine, when your hand find mine and how is fits perfectly in yours.

    So please say that you will be there till the last moment.
    And that i no longer have to sail or walk alone.

    That even though there is a whole ocean to sail across,
    a tall and unreachable mountain to conquer.
    or a tough and rocky terrain to trek,
    there will always be a home to go to
    because i am home wherever you are.


    And He held my hand in his.... Never letting go....
    Tuesday, August 3, 2010 || 1:26 AM



    Finally was able to meet up with Ah Yong... Missed him soo much.. We didn't see each other after da jie bday celebration.. I missed him so badly, even though we talked on the phone and also sms each other daily but nothing beats the warm of his body close to mine or how my hand fit nicely in his... RIGHT??? (all you young lovers out there)

    We went to Sim Lim Square to follow him collect something from his boss and then when to Cityhall to bank in his pay cheque... Oh and on Friday night, he told me that his mother asked me to prepare or make an anniversary gift for his older brother.. So i decided to make for them an origami book.... So on Saturday, after going to Cityhall, we went to Diaso... Cause i like the origami paper there and it was also cheap.. Hee.. Everything $2 nia...

    He held my hands from the moment we met all the way home.. And there was one moment where i kept shaking his hands off because i had sweaty palm and i didn't want to....... (
    you know... make your bf feel gross or uncomfortable)

    But he got 'angry' and said " You dun like to hold my hand is it? I kept holding your hand. you kept pushing me away!! Why holding hand not important arh... Dun hold then hold lor.. " Hahaha.. When he said that i felt as though finally there was someone like me who need the touch of someone they love to feel close and connected and holding hands was one of them and he felt it too.. Hahaha.. So i immediately held his hand and never let go.. Hahaha..

    I also explain to him that my palms are sweaty and he said SO? And held on to it tighter and say now my hands also sweaty what.. Hahaha... I love him.. Ah yong!!! haha...

    Furthermore, I was sick but i still managed to get off my ass and go out with him... On Saturday, however i realize that i actually got worse.. and had fever by the time i was in his house.. Laying on his bed.. Seriously i was scare sia.. I didn't expect to get so sick, or even thought it was going to be so serious... On the way home he bought sweets to help with my cough and sore throat... He also bought me Liang Teh to drink.. Hahaha...

    The best part was his mother and him... The way his mother and he treated me when i was sick was sooooo comforting and touching sia.. Really i swear i almost cried.. Haha... I told him that i was hungry but i didn't want to eat food as in a who meal.. So i said maybe bread or something like that ba... but what i mean was plain bread..

    He went out to get me some more water and was taking quite awhile to come back.. So i went out to find him and found his mother and him making a sandwich for me to eat. He even made egg mayo to go with the sandwich.. His mother and him were fussing about what to put and what not to put in the sandwich since i was sick and couldn't eat anymore heaty stuffs.... Hahaaha.. i truly felt loved..

    And for dinner he made spaghetti for me to eat.. Hahaha... I told him thank you like a lot of times and i said cause nobody ever did it for me....

    And guess what he said???
    ~" But now got me already what?" ~


    ~And yes... I will always have you....~

    Da jie gathering Her 19th birthday...
    Monday, August 2, 2010 || 11:59 PM

    Hahaha.. This post is super long over due.. we went to Vivo city to celebrate Da Jie birthday and also had a gathering since it was s long time we saw each other.. Francis, Sean, Er jie, Yong Zhen , Da jie and James...

    However the photos are taken after the celebration of da jie bday when she went home..
    I felt so loved by him.. once again he never fails to amazes me.. Hahaha... Of how much he actually cares for me..

    All these photos are taken at vivo city before we left for his house.. Hee.. so many expression was happening... That is super rare sia.. Hahaha... My silly old man..
    Now is the pictures with my biatch.... He just got out from reservist... Hahaha... So dun mind his super short hair.. Hahaha...


    Look at his face.. SOOO CUTEE sia.. Hahaha...

    Finally was able to see him.. Been complaining that i never sms him when he was in camp.. and one i did he say is because he complaint so i have no choice but to sms him too... Hais... horrible man sia..

    Ah yong hand behind us.. Hahaha..

    Bo Peep Bo Peep....

    After on the way home... Ah yong and me took the bus home.. And I was freezing on the bus.. He held my hands along the way home and sometimes he will rub his palms together and place it on my face and hands.. Hahaha.. i was so touched by what he did. No one ever did that to me... So i was caught off guard... it was these little things that makes the relationship stronger not those things he buy for you..

    Hahahaha... i know i am lucky!! hee.. what can is say..