*NERDY MAMA!
Hey hey. My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is Nerdy Mama.
I wear a pair of RED-framed glasses, which i think i look good in. Hee... And I'm seen with a book wherever I go. I'm a geek who is living in my little world full of Elves, Pixie Dust and Tiny Shoemakers. My friends know me for the crazy biatch i am sometimes, but of course the typical me don't give a damn. I in love with the man, that is the complete opposite of me BUT nevertheless i believe we were made for each other, dun you think so?
-That's me (-_____-)
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I can't find It
the place where i belong.
It is as though it has gone ahead without me,
have i lost the warmth?
I dunno...
All i know is that i found the home in someone else,
who is not even part of my family.
But nevertheless, i found it...

I can't leave you now.
You say ' you dunno how long we will last.'
Ans so do I, I am not going to let go and just give up or let fate decide everything.
I love you... Even though i say it almost every time i see you.
It is because i afraid that you do not feel the same way.
So every time when you say it back, I feel as though a rock has been thrown off my shoulders..

When you say. you are going to leave this country and go to some where far
and that i could join you later.
My heart dies a little in me.
Because i cannot see myself living without you.
You dun understand how much you have become a part of my life.
I was like a house, old and broken, all torn up inside with no one i could trust.
You came around, even though there was some confusion along the way.
But you still came after all. and it was as though there is was a roof built on top of me.
And i was no longer exposed to the wind and the rain, I was taken away from all these.
And found a little piece of heaven in this world.

Living with you these past few days, only makes me realize how much i dun want to go or let go of anything that we share.
All the more, I want to protect it and give it my all.

So please dun say you will go.
Please dun say you dunno whether we will be together til the day you can and will leave this country.

Cause i dun want to be left alone.
Cause i dun want to be leave you.
Cause i need you like a heart needs a beat.
Cause despite all that, i am not just made of flesh and bone and i cannot live and die on earth alone.

I am made up the love i feel from the people i love.
I am made up of the dreams i have for us and myself,
I am made up of the courage you and my sisters give me,

I am made up of the heart that beats for you when your lips graze mine, when your hand find mine and how is fits perfectly in yours.

So please say that you will be there till the last moment.
And that i no longer have to sail or walk alone.

That even though there is a whole ocean to sail across,
a tall and unreachable mountain to conquer.
or a tough and rocky terrain to trek,
there will always be a home to go to
because i am home wherever you are.