It is a Promise then?...
I want to know you, the real you. What are you thinking? What are you feeling at a certain time? What are you doing now? What should i do?
I am a selfish lover, you may say it comes in a package... But i want to be close to you. To be able to talk to you and hear your problems.. I will always be here to hear you out. Well, i dunno how long i will be beside you, but for now all i know is that i am here.
I am here beside you for a reason.. Don't you think so, love? That out all of the people in this world i met you? That i love you for your boldness, your laughter, the way you look at me, the way you hold my hand tightly, the way you curse and scold your computer? ~ Chuckles ~
I want to be with you, beside you, around you... Call me crazy but i want to do just that.. ( Hope i am not scaring you... )
I know that you dun talk about your problems and never liked to share with anybody. You dun want to make your problem someone else's. That i understand, really i do. Even though sometimes i feel like strangling the answers out of you, or wack you very hard on the head so that the answer may magically flow out of your mouth. But i know that i can't. Nobody will talk like that.
How should i tell you how i feel, love?
Through letters that forms a word that forms a sentence that forms a paragraph that forms a story of us?
Or
By walking up to you and hold you, to give you whatever warmth i have? To just be there?
Or
To tell you through music? I know how you love music and how you feel free in it...
Or maybe, to give you the simplest thing i can....
A SMILE?
You said that you dun want anything for your birthday or for any occasions. Well, then i will give you something that no money can buy, i will give you a promise.
A Promise that everyday will be your happiest day with me, I will make you the happiest old man in the world... ( Daring thought? Yes it is, but no regrets. I know that... )
I promise...
I know what i have to do....
I will use all of the above, I will say the most beautiful words to you when you need the
the most, i will walk beside you through it all, even though if we are stepping on thorns and
needles, i won't give up ( so you jolly well don't ), I will sing to you ( Haha... i am not bad actually,
no seriously) and every time when you turn back. i will be around to smile to you when you are
in doubt.
No, i dun need you to tell what happen, i just need you to let me by your side. I dun need to
know everything but i need to be beside you...
~ Will you do that, love? ~
~ Will you give me this promise in return? ~
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