It's been a long time since i have been blogging.. But today is excatly a good day for me to blog down my feelings and thoughts.. But no pictures though.. didn't take any today..

Today is the day when i come out of my mother's belly squeaking like a pig!! Hahaha... Happy 19th birthday to me.. May all the wishes and my dreams come true... And today i truly felt as the ONLY GAL in the world.

I went over to his house and at first i didn't expect him to give me anything.. Or at the most we will go out and have dinner at a place where we dun often go and eat. Cause he wasn't a person who will celebrate birthdays, to him birthdays was just any other normal day.

We woke up early and i went to make breakfast for him.. Bread with peanut butter and butter.. with Hot milk tea.. Haha.. The funny part is the hot milk tea.. I passed to him and then he asked me where did i get the condense milk from..

" Erm.. I got it from the fridge.. ( Where else would i have get it from?) Why?"
" Cause i think when i and going for NS i saw the condense milk in the fridge already."

Oh my god... When he said that i was drinking my tea and still thinking to myself that it was quite nice.. Thumbs uo for me... YAY! Then i felt like puking when he said that!! Hais... (-.-)

After the breakfast, his mum cooked lunch for us.. WE did a lot of silly things in the afternoon.. WE watched stupid youtube videos and laughed our ass off.. WE did some difficult puzzles from a Book that his brother got.
One of the question was : BEUCNO BCKA AND FTOHR. And we had to rearrange the words to form a sentence. Haha.. It was really very easy but he just couldn't see it... From BEUCNO to BECOUN to all sorts of werid alien looking words... But it was just a very easy word BOUNCE!! [BOUNCE BACK AND FORTH] Hahaha... We all had a good laugh about it..

Then slept again.. Seriously, I always felt very tired when i am at his house.. I think it is the bed sia... Haha... Woke up and played with Chester and Junior.. Hahaha.. Silly dogs!!

At one moment he asked me this question : " If i tell you something will you be angry? "
" No... Why? "
" Oh, then cn i give you your present another day? Cause you are here so i didn't have time to pack it... "
" I was relieved.. I though what big serious bomb was going to bazooka right in front of my face... Phew!!"
So now i am looking forward to the present cause i didn't expect anything cause i understand his circumstances.. And i know.. (>.<)

Then we went out to find my cake.. My cheese cake.. He was very determine to get my cheese cake.. Haha.. Seeing him look at every single cake shop available at Tampines mall area.. I felt really touched and loved. I really am blessed to have him in my life... =) Ate dinner at Pastamania and then when home..

Even though he didn't have much money to spare... He said something that really made me wanna cry.. " Never mind, what you want just tell me.. No money i will still get it for you.. " ( In my mind i really didn't feel like getting anything liao.. I just want to be with him... And give him a big fat KISS!! )

Even though it was a huge celebration or going to a fancy restaurant or receiving nice expensive presents.. I felt that the little things that he does was more than enough for me. Exactly at 12.00 pm, he wished me Happy Birthday.. I felt happy for someone who doesn't think much about birthdays, actually made the afford to say that to me.. Small gesture i know..

He asked me how do i usually spend my birthday with my friends and loved ones.. He asked me is it very boring to be spending the first few hours of my birthday doing nothing.. Haha.. I kept telling him that it is ok.. I also dunno how o spend my birthdays.. Cause it is usually very random.. Haha.. But he kept saying that it wasn't ok and that he wanted to do something.. Haha...

Even though the night ended was what we expect or wanted.. But i really had a good time with him and i am sure i will enjoy many more birthdays to come with him... There are many things that he is thinking about.. And i will not ask even though i feel like asking and will be able to share his problems.. But i know i will not saying anything as long as i am here with him and let him know that i am here for him.. I feel that one step at a time will be able to comfort him..

Thanks you god for everything you have done in my life.. And have given me. Amen..