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Exhausted
Sunday, March 20, 2011 || 3:08 AM
Hey guys i'm back... Going to start my holidays soon... It is not already here but i am starting to go into holiday mood.. Been zoning out and i cannot seem to concentrate.. I miss all my groupies... My clique and bitch... Have to meet up soon..
Schools hasn't been great, because of one particular module.. But its ok.. I am over and done with.. That module really drained me.. But at least i know where i stand and how much i can push my limits. I really gave a lot to that module.. But i got a feeling that maybe i will not do as well as i though i deserve.
You see... design school the grades i get from there are very subjective, you will never exactly go your grades justice... What i am trying to say is that people based the results on your appearance, it is no longer the good old fashion how well can you produce the work and are you good at what you do. No... It is about how you look too and whether are you pretty or dun your face put people off... I dunno what the hell is going on here.. All i know is that ain't fair and the world is not fair to begin with so i have to just shut my trap and go about doing my work...
But some how there is just that rage or fire in me that cannot be extinguished.... I am mad by a lot of things, things in which i cannot control but yet it seem like is an indirect result caused by me? My life is Fucked up... FML... (-.-)
Then again i am worried about my portfolio, i didn't think i did a lot of work in which i am proud off in these 2 years... In a blink of an eye, i already going to be a year 3, i am going to start my internship in about 3 months? I am excited but yet nervous too.. I dunno what to expect.. I want the company to sign me after i graduate and start climbing from there, and i also hope that the company that i am going to will have a path in which i can go further and expand from there.
But we cannot just hope for everything to go in our way right? We as human are bound to fuck up some part of our lives..
So guys, wish me luck.. I think i gonna need lots and lots of it.. And bless my employer!! God bless you man, gal? Hahahaha....
